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Name: aimee
Birthday: 11/28/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: dancing, writing, reading, singing, speaking to God without talking, laughing, listening to the rain in the middle of the night, dreaming in broad daylight, wondering and wandering, learning, loving, dancing in the rain, and just being with my dream maker in general...
Expertise: dance and writing?? can't really say i'm an expert.
Occupation: Retired
Message: message me
AIM:  rosedrop347
Member Since:
1/22/2004
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| I miss the sunshine. Why does it always have to rain?  Yeah April showers bring May flowers but it's not April yet! So I got my prom dress on Monday  It's gorgeous and I can't wait to wear it. It's this stunning royal blue and it's all flowy and beautiful lol I also finished all the stupid community hours that r required for me to graduate. That is such a relief. I registered for college and finally applied to yet another scholarship. I took off work for fifty different things that I'm sooo excited about and it's getting warmer outside. Life's amazing. Kind of. Depends on how u look at it I guess. I was just thinking that I don't wana leave. What if i never c my school friends again? And all the people at work who r so annoying and yet so awesome... I'll deffinetly never c them again. I don't wana go to college!!! haha I'm gonna be such a screw up without the familiarity of home. And the one person i never ever wana leave... well I can't control that. Funny how much u can care about people without them having a clue. *tuh* I'm such a wreck. | | |
| Home sweet home... I've been in the hospital since yesterday at 3:30ish. I had no idea pneumonia was such a pain. Literally! I hate the hospital. I was so miserable and so bored haha The IV that the nurse put in my hand hurt like heck and it bled like i was gonna die lol And how many stupid bags of IV fluid does one person need neway?? Ud think the whole idea of getting better is resting or something but apperently not. I'm so exhausted. I can't believe how many times someone woke me up last night to listen to my lungs or give me more antibioctics or just to check whatever... I dunno even know what they were checking Altho that bed was comfy haha I'm so ready to get back to work and school. Doesn't that sound ridiculous?? That's how much it sucked lol I miss my friends sooooo much. I miss my bed and my own food and music. I miss my pajamas and my pillow haha I sound like an old lady who won't stop complaining. Thank God I can breathe again, tho. I'm so blessed that it wasn't nething worse than that. Can't wait to get back to normal life. So so so glad to be home  | | |
| By now u must realize that I'm sort of moody but I just have to say that I'm quite happy tonight I could find a thousand ways to say that but that would be boring to read. So I'm happy cuz it's suposed to snow next week and i love the silence of snow falling. And Im happy cuz I got to leave work an hour earlier than i thought i would. And I'm happy because the rest of this school year has os much promise and it's my last and college is looking more and more exciting. And I'm just really happy because this is the first time in a lnog time that I've actually smiled and meant it. Suffice it to say this week has been good. Really really good. I'm almost sad to see it end. Thank God for smal miracles. | | |
| Holy heavens what a day... I don't even wana go there. I think i should just forget it. Actually, the other night, i was working with this new guy and he was really stressed cuz it was really busy and he said he was gonna go home and drink and forget all about it. It was awful. But if i could just forget this night... haha How do u come into work content, really laugh a couple times, get stressed, get angry, get hurt, wana cry, get angry again, and then get really frusterated in the space of 5 hours? How does that work? I'm exhausted. And then u realize all the little things that happened all day and finally notice all the God-things. Like, laughing with someone who makes ur day better or those couple customers who tell u to relax cuz ur doing a great job or when u realize that love never fails so God's love is unstopable or talking to someone u thought u lost touch with or just coming home to a warm house and finally begining to relax. Wow... I feel better already lol What's that thing Jesus left with us?? Oh yeah! His peace U know what else is a God thing?? I got accepted to college and this little part of me is jumping for joy even if the rest of me is really scared. God holds the world in the palm of his hand. I think I'll be ok. | | |
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